Feeling a bit low today just because of lack of sleep but gone are the days when I spent all night, every night awake and then slept the day away. Have been out for a walk round the complex. It is quite cool and was starting to rain and I didn’t feel too good so once again back in bed with my trusty laptop. What would I do without it?
I have great difficulty now recalling the terrible ordeal I have gone through over the past two years. I don’t know how many folk experience this loss of memory when it is almost over. In a way it is a good thing but in another way it is not so good. It is difficult to describe to others just what it has been like. I also find myself thinking it wasn’t really so bad but deep down I know that isn’t true. It was terrible but I just can’t remember how terrible it was. I know others are so traumatised by their ordeal they find it impossible to forget so on balance I am grateful for my loss of memory.
I hope everyone going through benzo withdrawal will recover and put it all behind them and even better forget how awful it all was.