Was awake all night and here I am awake in the middle of the night again. I can’t sleep, I am thinking too much. I am also very angry but I think it is a healthy anger. I wrote to the Chief Executive of the local Health Board today so I will see what sort of response I get. I also contacted another firm of solicitors. Keep wavering about this. When I get angry I want to take legal action but the feeling usually fizzles out. I am now talking to three women in the UK all aged 70. All have gone through or are going through a terrible withdrawal. How many more are there? There are no statistics, nobody knows. It isn’t right. I hope I will manage to get some sleep soon.