Feeling somewhat better today and decided to make my own way round the supermarket with home help keeping an eye on me just in case. There was a mix up today with the home helps and two turned up .. my usual one and another one who stands in for sickness and holiday leave. I coped well thankfully as they tried to sort out who would stay and who would leave. When I came home from the supermarket I decided I wanted to go swimming. This is a huge leap for me .. usually I just want to crawl back into bed. To be out twice in one day is something that is unheard of. It is also extremely unusual to WANT to do anything, usually I have to force myself to do anything and mostly it is a huge effort. I am happy today.